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می‌دونم برات سخته بمونی، که احتمالا دلایلت برای نموندن خیلی بیشتر از موندنته اما نرو. اگه میشه نرو. این دنیا رو ول نکن. من هنوز به بال‌هام احتیاج دارم...

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I hate my body, I hate my brainI hate my DNA, I hate my painDunno wanna try but can't die eitherFloating on an ocean I create with my tearsI don't wanna live but maybe that's a fearI just know that i'm tired of being hereN i'm just 23 but i can't seem to be any olderCuz the things i think n feel feels like a 70 old yearMaybe it's all in my head n you're rightBut I can't change my DNA, n I don't want it to survive So next to fears n tears lemme just beI'm OK in my small room not trying to liveCuz the truth is it's full of waves n ICan't take any more of this lifeMahsa_a بیست......

Said it once, said it twiceYou've heard it a million timesI'm tired n don't wanna live butI'm afraid I'll dieMy friends are alive but nonexistent in my lifeHow many times should I shout?I have two families, one for the money, two for the showForgotten n ignored, smiling but it's not what it looks Said it once, said it a hundred timesI don't like to be here but where would i go?Nobody by my side i'm lonely n aloneN yet here i am, choosing the limbo I say I wanna leave but it's really a cry for lifeWhat have I lost? My soul or the will to fight?Up n down, didn't ask to be in this rollercoasterHow did you think I'd like it? Said it once, said it twice, said a fucking million timesI wanna live n I don't wanna leaveBut with nk friends, no family, no loveWhat would you do if you were me? Don't get me wrong, don't label meI'm not deppressed, just lonely, empty in a world full of everybody Mahsa_a بیست......